Why is it so hard???

I have my monthly "friend" and I can think of nothing else but food.

During the day I was good, well except for the afternoon chocolates...bugger, I really couldn't help it...they were around my desk!

Dinner was great...steak and salad...

Did my exercise - quite impressed with myself on this front!

Then I had just a smidge of ice-cream...followed by some weight watchers jelly...and then some pistachios...

Oh dear!

Why is it so hard???